Hey! I've had a lot on mind the past week...and there are
a couple of things I've been in constant prayer and asking God to please tell
what to do. Almost always He answers me clearly, I KNOW it's His will and I
accept whatever He tells me to do even when I do not understand why. However,
THIS week, I am not sure I am hearing the answer from Him. Maybe it's me
telling myself what I want to hear, Maybe it's the enemy tricking me, or Maybe
it is God! So, last night I decided to hear Him clearly I need to be
still..(like my previous posts) Well, He was clear..He told me that I am not
the only woman that has issues to deal with, that is wanting answers right now!
He led me to the Bible to read and get all my answers. It was awesome! Here
are only a few women that I pulled out to see what they had going on and how
they handled it.
Eve~She had it all! She was beautiful and she had Adam,
lived in a flawless paradise BUT she messed it all up by taking a bite out of
the forbidden fruit..Despite her disobedience God still loved her.
Sarah~She was married to Abraham and wanted a baby so
badly. She became impatient and sent her maid Hagar to sleep with Abraham and
Ishmael was born....BUT at 90 years old Sarah became pregnant and gave birth to
Isaac. God's promises are 100% but always on His timing so even though she
thought she'd never have a baby....She did.
Rebekah~A control freak! After 20 years in a
loving marriage with Isaac. Rebekah got pregnant with twin boys. She focused ALL
her attention on Jacob which led to hate in the neglected twin Esau..She was a
big time liar and manipulated everyone and eventually Jacob ran away and never
returned, She betrayed her husband and ruined their marriage and in the end her
world was a complete disaster!
Peninnah~She was married to Elkanah. He was
married to her and Hannah. He was really in love with Hannah and gave Hannah
twice as much as he ever gave Peninnah BUT Peninnah gave Elkanah several
children early in their marriage. She was a great mom but he still didn't love
her so she turned bitter. She became obsessed with making Hannah's life
miserable and she missed all the blessings that had been given to her in her
life. (I thought my name Shawna was difficult but these are really hard to say
and spell! LOL)
I could go on and on....It's just amazing that
even back then women really had issues to deal with. Women today STILL deal
with so many difficult issues. The Lord tells me all the time that I am NOT
alone even when I feel like I am the only woman that has ever gone through crazy
things and reading about some of these others, I can see that it was hard even
back then but one thing still remains God loves us so very much!!
Blessings from a WOMAN of faith,
Shawna
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