Hey!  I've had a lot on mind the past week...and there are a couple of things I've been in constant prayer and asking God to please tell what to do.  Almost always He answers me clearly,  I KNOW it's His will and I accept whatever He tells me to do even when I do not understand why.  However, THIS week,  I am not sure I am hearing the answer from Him. Maybe it's me telling myself what I want to hear,  Maybe it's the enemy tricking me, or Maybe it is God!  So, last night I decided to hear Him clearly I need to be still..(like my previous posts)  Well,  He was clear..He told me that I am not the only woman that has issues to deal with, that is wanting answers right now!  He led me to the Bible to read and get all my answers.  It was awesome!  Here are only a few women that I pulled out to see what they had going on and how they handled it.
Eve~She had it all!  She was  beautiful and she had Adam, lived in a flawless paradise BUT she messed it all up by taking a bite out of the forbidden fruit..Despite her disobedience God still loved her.
Sarah~She was married to Abraham and wanted a baby so badly. She became impatient and  sent her maid Hagar to sleep with Abraham and Ishmael was born....BUT at 90 years old Sarah became pregnant and gave birth to Isaac.  God's promises are 100% but always on His timing so even though she thought she'd never have a baby....She did. 
Rebekah~A control freak! After 20 years in a loving marriage with Isaac. Rebekah got pregnant with twin boys. She focused ALL her attention on Jacob which led to hate in the neglected twin Esau..She was a big time liar and manipulated everyone and eventually Jacob ran away and never returned, She betrayed her husband and ruined their marriage and in the end her world was a complete disaster!
Peninnah~She was married to Elkanah. He was married to her and Hannah.  He was really in love with Hannah and gave Hannah twice as much as he ever gave Peninnah BUT Peninnah gave Elkanah several children early in their marriage.  She was a great mom but he still didn't love her so she turned bitter. She became obsessed with making Hannah's life miserable and she missed all the blessings that had been given to her in her life.  (I thought my name Shawna was difficult but these are really hard to say and spell! LOL)
I could go on and on....It's just amazing that even back then women really had issues to deal with.  Women today STILL deal with so many difficult issues.  The Lord tells me all the time that I am NOT alone even when I feel like I am the only woman that has ever gone through crazy things and reading about some of these others, I can see that it was hard even back then but one thing still remains God loves us so very much!! 
Blessings from a WOMAN of faith, 
Shawna  <><